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Take the steering wheel of this life in your hand, Before this life slips away like sand. Be the driver of your life, Take the directions which you want to. Only then there will be no inner strife, Ask for directions if you have to. So many lives on the road. Some go fast, some pick up speed. Some follow the rules, some get pulled over. Some fill their fuel tanks before it gets empty, And some don't bother even if it gets rusty. Sometimes ahead, sometimes you lag behind. Doesn't matter, pay no mind. For life isn't a race. Everyone has got their own pace. Heed to the lights at the crossroad, Be alert, for you can get hurt by someone across the road. Wear your seat belts and helmets. Don't forget to enjoy the scenery, enjoy the ride. There will never be one best way, So don't let your mind sway. Same goes for me, for it is me, who should drive my life. Won't just be a passenger and fake a smile. I...

Tell me  that it's OK to feel a little low, go a little slow. OK to be afraid, to get scared. Tell me I'm doing enough, the road is rough. I didn't let it break me it all turned out well, don't make your eyes swell. Tell me Not to be overwhelmed by the difficulty I can make it through in reality. How will I ever know if it is enough? Things will get even more tough. Time alone can tell.  If it turned out well.  I'm out of patience, got to regain my senses . I've GOT to Bury my past, burn my fears. Stop being harsh on myself, stop being too hard on myself. No time for regretting, lamenting. Live in the present, live for Myself. Stay optimistic, not over ambitious. For living with fear of tomorrow makes no good. When times get bleak, I won't be meek. Be strong, it won't be wrong. It takes time cause it is tough. It is tough cause it takes time. I'll Rise, there's life ahead of the lies in my head. ...

You keep playing on my mind, Too hard for me to unwind. So much love I could fly like a dove I may pass or I may fail,  I've already set my sail. Got nothing to lose,  Nothing to prove. No more Hide and seek, Though the chances are bleak. I wish I'd be there, Or you'd be here. I'll be true to you, All I want is you. I'll be true to myself, I am a free elf. Things might wade me through, Or may drown me in blue. But I want you near, Not afraid of shedding a tear. You may say yes or a no, I just gotta let you know. No more should've , must've, could've  Gonna risk everything that I have.