In the search of

Tell me  that it's OK to feel a little low, go a little slow. OK to be afraid, to get scared. Tell me I'm doing enough, the road is rough. I didn't let it break me it all turned out well, don't make your eyes swell. Tell me Not to be overwhelmed by the difficulty I can make it through in reality. How will I ever know if it is enough? Things will get even more tough. Time alone can tell.  If it turned out well.  I'm out of patience, got to regain my senses . I've GOT to Bury my past, burn my fears. Stop being harsh on myself, stop being too hard on myself. No time for regretting, lamenting. Live in the present, live for Myself. Stay optimistic, not over ambitious. For living with fear of tomorrow makes no good. When times get bleak, I won't be meek. Be strong, it won't be wrong. It takes time cause it is tough. It is tough cause it takes time. I'll Rise, there's life ahead of the lies in my head. ...

You keep playing on my mind, Too hard for me to unwind. So much love I could fly like a dove I may pass or I may fail,  I've already set my sail. Got nothing to lose,  Nothing to prove. No more Hide and seek, Though the chances are bleak. I wish I'd be there, Or you'd be here. I'll be true to you, All I want is you. I'll be true to myself, I am a free elf. Things might wade me through, Or may drown me in blue. But I want you near, Not afraid of shedding a tear. You may say yes or a no, I just gotta let you know. No more should've , must've, could've  Gonna risk everything that I have.