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 Hello,  I happened to watch a documentary called 'Wisdom of Trauma' which moved me. It talks about how people take on addictions in the form of work, drugs, tobacco, sex, video games etc to feel better. People try to escape this reality which hurts them. The underlying intention of 'wanting to feel good/better' is what caught my attention. The escape that we choose, in my case I'd say I consume social media and also take writing as an escape from the reality. While this is unhealthy, but not demonised like other addictions, say smoking or drinking. I have been witness to what these addictions can do. And I realise why is it difficult to let go of these habits of escape. Help, addiction is but a cry for help. Next time, you use statements like 'I hate people who smoke/drink/do drugs', maybe think again. We tend to do self harm in different ways, but what we are in need of is help. I guess this is what it means to hate the sin and not the sinner. The other pr...

I came across this song in 2018 and was completely blown away by it. I am not usually do not leave comments under YouTube videos but this song made me feel so many things that I ended up leaving a comment. It went something like this - "This song makes me taste a bit of what it would it be like waiting to say someone how much they mean to me and then in the meantime they're not around. How much ever I scream, my words will not reach them. That's the biggest regret that anyone can have. I hope I don't have it in my life."   An intense song for sure. Let me know what you think about it. Here’s the Youtube link :  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ZBG-S8uSfI And the Spotify link :  https://open.spotify.com/track/1pvi1LxX7QAGapp2r3yQLo?si=xqS_gAL2RHmQerfPo6u2rQ&utm_source=copy-link&dl_branch=1   Recently I got back to this song and it seemed like a good idea to see what this song means to me now.   ‘Like the perfect ending It won't be too long T...

When the joker gets away with the final laugh and the teddy misses by a whisker When the crush of my friend has a crush on someone else When they know parts of him that I'll never know When they know parts of me that he'll never know When she is not as nice as he said she was When she is nicer than he said she was When he lets me be with my emotions When she lets me speak when I'd rather cry When someone calls me their bestfriend When lines that do not move me seem to move others so deeply When I get attention but not from someone that I want When I do not necessarily have a reason to not necessarily like something