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If I were to ask you to imagine the best version of a world, how long would it take for you to think about the status of non-human animals in it? My answer to this question changed overnight, and I am not exaggerating. One February evening, a kitten came into our lives and changed it for the better. That was the first night when I dreamed about a cat and I keep dreaming about them now. This tiny but mighty kitten had the power to show me the world in a different light. A personality so strong she not only had the strength to save herself but also two other little kittens. She probably gave me the best month of my life. She made the difficult days better even when she herself was struggling. And our queen lives on. We talk about her everyday, the happy moments, the tense moments, the calm moments, the sad moments, the musical moments, the playful moments. There will never be anyone like her yet we see her in almost every cat.  And then came Moonbeam, or like I love to call her, 'Moo...

Its been a long time since a song stuck with me like this song. It is titled 'Iris' by Goo Goo Dolls, for all the good and bad reasons, 'I/eye' seems to be a strong thread for this part of my life And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now The song starts of with sense of hope, desperation and it distinctly reminds me of times when I felt the time stand still like the new years' eve of 2017 or my 25th birthday. And now when I think of these moments I feel lucky that I got to experience them as I struggle with the present and hopelessly pine all my hopes on a tomorrow that'll be better. I do not want to go home alone tonight. And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life And sooner or later, it's over I just don't wanna miss you tonight The moments which I know will never repeat again in life. Th...